Oct 13, 9:42pm __ Decisions...
Hmm. I haven't felt like writing much. I've been doing a lot of walking around the city and thinking followed by a lot of crepe eating and drinking.
It's been pretty nice and relaxed.
So I quit my job. It was dramatic but all is calm now. I hope.
I'm going to go back to school for nursing. Monday I have a job interview for a total dream. I'm trying not to jinx myself.
My heart is slightly torn up right now and I'm trying not to focus on it. I miss the boy, but I am angry and starting to really really dislike him.
My dog is sick but I don't want to have to talk to Vince right now because anytime I talk to him all he talks about is the boy, or his "drop dead sexy" new girlfriend.
I want to go to Canada soon.
Oct 2, 3:56pm __ I Hate U
Its kinda funny how some guys say they would give anything to have me and some say they would give anything to never have to see me again...and one says that he loves me so much he'd never hurt me and he hasnt looked at another girl since he's been with me. I think its all bullshit, and i can prove most of it...the ones that say they'd give anything to have me have never really met me and dont know a lot about me, and the ones that say they'd give anything to never see me again usually end up sitting by me in the hall at lunch and talking to me, and sometimes even complimenting me....and the one that says hes never looked at another girl, i've heard him calling other girls sexy, and hes hurt me before...bt not physicallty, i've stayed up for hours crying before because hes upset me...
Oct 1, 10:12am __ Fun Weekend!
I worked till 10:30 once again and i dind't just want to sit at home all night, so gill and i decide to head over to jasmins house to watch a movie, which ended up being the bride of chucky and it was horrible haha.
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